A Friend Hiding in the Darkness
Now I am feeling like the darkness swelling me and cannot take
a breath.
Trying to save from the darkness and trying to take the breath. Trying
to hold someone’s hand. But there is no one to hold my hand. All efforts make me tried. All efforts are making me sleepy. This sleepiness is making my all struggle pointed
less. In this struggle, we are thinking where its end is. This all struggle is left
within us the uncertainty.
After all, things, when we become numb, give up of living and
leave to sink in the darkness, a light approaches to give hope. It will be facing
us when we get lonely at one point in our life.
This loneliness is a feeling just like other feelings which we
have to learn to deal with it.
We often think that our loved ones will be always sticking with
us at the time of worst or happiness. But when they are failed to stay with us
at the time of our worst, we become doubt about their love.
Is this way to justice their love over that situation?
I think if they are unable to give you comfort at a certain
time, it is not their fault because they are only a human who has some limitations.
In this game of expectation, we somehow, excuse ourselves.
Like the feeling of ‘love’
or ‘sorrow’, loneliness will come and go in our pace of life. So it is our duty
to deal with it not our loved ones. They can only do to support us. But they
cannot take it from you like you cannot take their pain.
Everyone thinks loneliness life is a kind of misery. But when
you give that loneliness sometimes, it will help to understand about yourself and
drive you to think more about your life and the people surrounding you.
Thinking about these has arrived in front of you like a light in
the dark.
But at that time of loneliness, we are afraid to hold that
light. Because what if it becomes an allusion when we are trying to approach.
But those who take
the risk to hold it, they except their loneliness and at one point, they become
love it and enjoy it.
Believe
or not, I enjoy it now more than things. This loneliness helps me to unboxed many mysteries
aspects of myself which I will never find if I do not give me the time of loneliness. This loneliness is like a friend to me. It gives a knock on my door when my
life demands to release the new power within me. It will help you as a close
friend if you except it. Otherwise, it will only bring misery to you.
I hope you will learn
something new when the session of loneliness comes in your life.
Very True Indeed. Insight meaning is very touchy...
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