Zobaidun Nesa

Now I am feeling like the darkness swelling me and cannot take a breath.  Trying to save from the darkness and trying to take the breath. Trying to hold someone’s hand. But there is no one to hold my hand. All efforts make me tried. All efforts are making me sleepy.   This sleepiness is making my all struggle pointed less. In this struggle, we are thinking where its end is. This all struggle is left within us the uncertainty.  After all, things, when we become numb, give up of living and leave to sink in the darkness, a light approaches to give hope. It will be facing us when we get lonely at one point in our life. This loneliness is a feeling just like other feelings which we have to learn to deal with it.  We often think that our loved ones will be always sticking with us at the time of worst or happiness. But when they are failed to stay with us at the time of our worst, we become doubt about their love. Is this way to justice their love over...

Love is selfish and wicked. Make you crazy, foolish, pathetic and disgusting creature.   Those who are reading this writing is thinking how much depress the writer she is uttering these words. Or You may think she may be blind or numb that she cannot see or feel the beauty of love. For your information l like to say that yes, I use spectacles but I am not going through any kind of depression or hardship. Still, I think that the thing ‘Love’ is not a good thing for anyone and it creates only unnecessary problems in life though we have not shortage the problems in our life. ‘Love’, this thing is the problem. Why? Whenever, we think about ‘Love’, the trouble-making issue, we often think: ‘How can we get to be loved by loved ones or to able to love without led on them or loving someone on without thinking any advantaged from it?’ These thoughts will come to me whenever thinking about ‘Love’, I count them totally as a wasted thing. I also have surprised that it is...

To gain knowledge in life, we try to go through so many books and explore so many places. How come these books and places couldn’t give the everlasting pleasure? Then, why are we chasing for such knowledge with such labor? Is it only because of merely money, showing off or what? Yes, we need to know things two or three for our survival. But, why isn’t this knowledge given us the everlasting pleasure or peace of mind? Why are they brought the occasional gratification as well as leave us the misery of ignorance? It may be because which we have in our life or what we want to become that we think we want it but the reality,  it is not what we want. Yes, these things are puzzling. But need to know for gaining the self-peace. There is a gap between we and our knowledge. That gap appears only when we try to intimate in career, personal or social life. One famous quotation from Ralph Waldo Emerson, Self Reliance:     “Be yourself; no base imitator of another, but your be...